Wednesday, August 16, 2006
(the beginning of) erosion of the self-confidence...?
Haiz... People think I think too much. That sometimes it's to the point of paranoia, and that I many times trap myself in tiny circles and cause agony to myself by imagining all sorts of unpleasant things, creating smoke rings out of nothing... Haiz.. I feel that this year especially, I have brought/am still bringing a lot of misery to myself because I worry too much - partly because I have rather high expectations, and perhaps also because I may not be really confident/comfortable with what I am doing and that I care too much about what others think/feel about me/my actions/achievements/failures.. I am such a myopic, neurotic pig. =(
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What happened my dear? You sound like more like me: the thinker who thinks herself to ruins sometimes...
It's ok to think more sometimes lah, miserable a while, after that will feel better in many ways actually.
Sayang sayang ah...
problem is after thinking and being miserable, i will not feel better in any way loh. will continue to think even more and feel even more miserable. =P
nvm.
That's when you need to talk through it with someone. Don't everytime nvm or dun wan...
More importantly, you got to want to be happier my dear ... look to the future ... and you can remember the past without being too hurt by it ...
aiyoh girl, joining my club ah??? u told me not to think too much leh! and everytime i start to think of ..., i think of you... *muak!*
yah, dr arroway is rite... talk to someone, dun everytime nvm or dun wan. actually i wanna tell u to tell me also, but everytime u so lao kui (xie4 qi4) already, then i dun wanna force u...
aiyah... need to plate cells. tok another time. email hah... so cool we're gonna meet soon.
haha, suddenly realised i am surrounded by 'ppl who think too much'.. mabbe 'near pearl become clear, near ink become black'... so becoming member of the same club loh. =P
yeah curry fish, super happy we're going to meet up soon too! and dr arrow, u wait for me in NY, "no jian(4) no san(4)".
alamak... what 'near pearl become clear, near ink become black'??? it's 'near red sand become vermillion, near ink become black'
sorry i C-lit one, though more than a decade ago liao... :((((
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