Going into the last few days/hours of attachment, I guess I have to be frank and say this (hopefully my bosses are not reading) - I've enjoyed the break from institution. I like the clear boundaries between "during work" and "after work". I appreciate the fact that efficient people get to have more 'personal' time as a result of the seemingly more flexible schedule. I am not disturbed by the decreased (quantity and quality of) interaction between colleagues. I don't mind the heightened sense of self-importance that comes with working at the rather heavily secured building. And I like the focus that seems to be associated with the various assignments.
But of course, there is this chance that all these are but a mirage. Being on attachment is not the same as doing it full-time on a full-blown, permanent stint. Upon confirmed relocation, tolerance level towards human errors and incompetencies will likely be lower. Focused tasks may seem microscopic and trival. Culture and customs may feel rigid, stiffling and totally unnecessary. One may bemoan the lack of human warmth and empathy. There may be unseen pressure to work through the nights with the 24hrs card access.
I know. Like the chinese saying goes: A needle cannot have 2 sharp ends. To those who choose to remain here, don't gripe. To those who choose to relocate, be mentally prepared and have a fruitful journey ahead. Me? I guess I'm stuck in middle ground.
1 comment:
heyo
exactly right abt all the cons ... Indeed, the pros are largely true cos it is an attachment. You are working largely with ppl from outside who are equally eager for a dosage of something different.
Focus and efficiency manifest in different ways ... and your strong principles would be put to the test more often than you like it, i suspect... : )
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