After writing this, I'd do what I just promised dad over the long distance phone call - forget & move on, for "Everyone makes mistakes. The more you remember, the more tortured you'd be and the more mistakes you'd further make." Alrights pa, I heard you. (Actually, it's simple logic. Just hard to do, for a perfectionist who cares about what others think. Blah)
Today's a low day. Big sian. And why is that so?
Coz:
1) I made a super duper boo boo during a VIP's visit to institution. Quoting someone, I "gave a good answer to a non-existent question". Which means, I made a fool outta myself by answering totally off tangent, such that boss had to rephrase question & get someone else to answer, and it all happened in front of a crowd of >10pax, including a sprinkling of mini-VIPs. What a big malu blah. Felt deflated for most part of the afternoon.
and then,
2) After a 3hr training session, was about to leave for safe haven when aunt called and said Uncle's admitted. Dionk - u can almost hear my hanging heart knock the floor. 1hr bus journey later, sky's dark and I reached hospital to, thankfully find uncle not in breathing difficulty, but sadly his body covered with multiple, sporadic patches of bleeding sores. The itch bug has hit real bad - he just can't stop scratching and it only leads to open, red wounds that'd not heal. Everywhere.
Ok, I'm done with the writing. Gg to do up the laundry and hope for a better day tomorrow.
Gradual degeneration. That's the theme for today.
1 comment:
uh... your boo-boo sounds funny from here. but i can imagine how low you must've felt. hiyah... 10 years later, you will look back and laugh at it. don't think liao. and maybe you actually made a positive impression on the VIPs... you never know.
sorry to hear about your uncle. speedy recovery!!
yesterday was a super bad day at work too. took the opportunity to be more 'confrontational' to the lao ban. haha. but too bad i can't blog about it coz a close friend/colleague of mine also reads my blog... haha... but actually, i've already confided in her. i count it as part of character-building. just hope i won't turn into a super bitchy, bitter Darth Vader by the end of my permanent head damage.
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