Sunday, March 01, 2009

Cutting through the fuzz

Have been doing a bit of thinking these few days.

A rojak of feelings.

Friends around me are moving on in their own lives. And I am moving on in mine too.

There's a mix of worry, sadness, fear, uncertainty, resignation, happiness, thankfulness, anticipation and peace. Confusing enough to warrant a mental check. Yet the mind is clear. It's just the heart that is a little screwed.

Very likely aggravated by the fact that the anniversaries are round the corner again. Into the 4th year. For the first time in my working life, I have the liberty to take leave on a work day. It'd be to the temples tomorrow morning, then to accompany dad to the hospital for his health check, and perhaps an afternoon dip in the pool to unscramble the fuzz a little.

Someone dear just sent this over:

人莫往塞处钻

明知空处好发展,世人偏向塞处钻。
不如山中的老直树, 消摇自在日日欢

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