Today has been a good day. Several ups that made me feel like I must have gone up several notches closer to heaven:
1) (this is not exactly a pc of exhilarating news, more of a "relief" actually)
- a continuation to the "tough day @ work - fri, 15 sept" - the mediation at tutor, SH, HOD level all hit blank wall. am glad in a way to hand it over to VP.. he too, got pushed near the brink of frustration by these kiddos & their mixed-up values. it's like trying to tame some foreign raging bull. the parent rang me up 1.5hr ago.. thank buddha i can be v firm and eloquent when i need to. no pushover but no arrogant tyrant either. i listened and reiterated the rightful, official stance. what's important is i know my conscience is clear and i can still sleep at night. looks like we've got quite a big battle looming ahead. i really am just looking for a win-win.
2) (this is THE gift of the day)
- boss gave a very public, big dose of endorsement during meeting today. and he was actually conveying a msg from the higher-ups at hq. this was the clearest & biggest pat on head as yet, and i'm not ashamed to admit that i'd probably replay the words one more time in my head b4 i hit the sack tonite. it's feedback abt my 'performance' during the recent aussie study trip (gosh, i didn't even think officers were being assessed for the trip's objectives were to establish links and review systems & processes, not people). If there was a cloud in that room then, i'd have been bouncing on it. silly me think i may just do a quick jot of those musical words of praise somewhere - the joy at having been acknowledged and appreciated is pure.. =) thank you, all of you who've put in a good word. many thanks. *hee*
3) (this is definitey also a good gift)
- went marking with twin & hl at new cathay' starbucks. initially it was just a spontanous decision btw twin & myself in early morning, then hl asked too, so all went together. frankly, i miss twin. all these while that we 'spent apart', yeah.. there's a little of an invisible wall, but ultimately, there's still an underlying sense of warmth & ease, one that connects two. and i'd really hope that whatever mysteriously happened 2 yrs+ ago that dampened it will magically appear this time to reverse & solidify it. another small step forward - bonding thru red pen wielding.
Thank u (from up above) for the joys bestowed upon me today. I'm ur humble servant.
4 comments:
heyo
Super glad to hear all the good news :) You deserve every ounce of joy the heavens bestow upon you...
I shopped like nobody's business today... spent lots of money on good stuff .. :) No regrets.. hopefully!
Hope the marking marathon will end soon ...
still missing u a lot
hey girly,
happy 2 hear dat u'r happy. :)
am working much harder since our last phonecall. cut down on msn liao... u must b proud of me yah!! am working towards the NY trip... freaking me out thinking about not being able to make it. :(
hey i've decided to move out. gonna talk with landlady this evening... so gotta get outta workplace asap. am so nervous... wish me luck. so difficult to move on from a nice place with fantastic people. but will be gd for me in the long run, i believe. must be able to feel comfortable after 10-12 hours in the sweatshop... have enough hotwater in winter. reach 'home' in 10 mins on foot... etc.
but the feelings? wah... painful to leave...
ah fish,
very happy to hear that u are working much harder now! haha =) remember to tie that "ganbatte" cloth ard forehead everyday till reach big apple k. =P Jia You! (but dun over-stress & breakdown huh)
yep, think it's a more practical choice to move out lah. after all the hard work in lab, the last thing u'd wanna do is to travel far to get home.. painful as it may now be, am sure the 'higher ups' will send over some nice ppl to keep ya company in new place too. like nike says - Just Do It!
take care! and keep sane. big hugs.
i did it!!!!!!!!
the hardest 10 minutes of my life in Fr. my landlady's not taking it too well. could feel my own heart breaking when i saw her face.
but... moving out next month. :)
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