After two terrible weeks of non-stop, work-related dreams @ night, this week... I finally got some better rest. The past fortnight had been nightmarish. I'd almost come to fear my bed. Would dream of ppl piling on work to an already wobbly mountain, of scary VIPs giving me sinister looks, of having continuous 10-period lessons, of all the unspeakable and the unthinkable... This is the price to pay for the bigger office and the upgraded title.
But this week's way better. Today's thursday, and I've been able to sleep okay for the past 3 nights. Perhaps I am slowly easing into my new role liao. Pray, let this be true. I hate to be a victim of work stress. Such extended mental torture is rare. I had been challenged. God/Buddha/Allah/Lord Khrishnu, do grant me the strength, will & luck to overcome this.
Like a tea bag, one never know how strong one can be until put into hot water. I am in a state of flux.
Thou... shalt not break.
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