struck

oh dear... i think i'm "falling in infatuation".

i didn't know i'm still capable of that at my ripe old age, but i think i am starting to show signs of this adolescent puppy fascination for someone.

you know, there is this friend who can sing really well. his voice over the microphone is simply charming, and the way he caresses those words, so smoothly & full of emotions... i can feel my butter heart fluttering & melting into liquid oil. i am embarassed to admit - i am mesmerized. we've known each other for so long, but man, i didn't know he could sound this good singing! and besides, he's also great in sports. what a lethal combination. plus he's also patient, playful, and quite sensitive... oh dear.

but sigh. he's probably taken. with qualities like these, he could probably win over any decent lady's heart. even if he's not attached yet, he's probably had his own target & working hard towards it. and even, even, even if he hasn't a target yet, he would never think of big, fat, short, loud, and naggy sunnytears... sigh.

alrights, i'd just got to somehow suffocate this puppy infatuation of mine. perhaps there has got to be a restriction order of 10km away from mr charming crooner.